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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

4:39AM - damn

I have not been on this account in foreve reading has made me rember all the things i use to love in my life now married and i wonder did do the right thing

Current mood: awake

Monday, February 27, 2006

1:58PM - love and life

i sit hear wondering about alot of things love and life being one of them i sit hear wondering what my futrue holds is it good or is it bad because in the end one can never tell then there love the one thing that sucks more than anything i am not sure if i am doomed in all realtionships kenny=broke up with =, domnick=broke up with be he cheated on me, john=broke up with because i just fell out of love with him,jeff=broke up with to much distance,rowland=still not sure on that one,kevin not sure where we stand,juan the one person that i thought i found that could restore my faith in love but he made a stupid mistake and landed himself in jail
i do not know maybe i will never ever be able to let my self truly love someone

Current mood: cynical

Sunday, February 26, 2006


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Thursday, January 26, 2006

5:16PM - wondering

pasty my uncle's fincie that is another story she introuced me to one of her friends his name is kevin his is a truck driver so he not home alot we talk alot and get along great i really want to date but i do not know how to tell him that he know's how i feel but we have not talked about it in long time dunno what to do

Current mood: lonely

Sunday, January 1, 2006

3:39PM - i am done

last week was the week from hell juan went home for the holidays he called me a couple time i went over his house on tuesday his ex gf is there she said they have been togther a yr and he had hit her i go in to work and talk to my friend ant. to find out that him and luis are in jail for robbery and shit like that so i have had the week from hell

Friday, December 16, 2005

1:57PM - love tringle

i transfred to overnight at my job there is this really cute guy there we have hooked up we stop because he was suppose to go back to his ex gf but he didn't for personal reasons. well since i thought he was going back to his ex gf i started dating one of the other guys on our shift he cute,funny,caring but the thing his he best friend with the frist guy i hooked up and now me and the other guy are acting the same way we did when were hooking up this is so crazy and shit because there are 6 of us that are all really close and are family to each other so talk about crazness

Current mood: crazy

Wednesday, December 7, 2005

2:36PM - hell

ever since my uncle gf and her kid have moved in it has been a nightmare it like they can do no wrong and everyone else in the house does. i pay the phone bills because there is 2 lines in the house they do not offer to help with them and i pay the water bill which has tripled since they have moved in which i think is completely un-fair and the gf talks to people in this house like we are lower then pound scum which she forgets she lives her rent free right and has to pay no bill but her own

Current mood: pissed off

Tuesday, November 8, 2005

11:05PM - love

i hate love it over rated i mean come on why do we need love all it does is cause pain in some way shape or from all the guys in my life feel like they need to take of me but i have been taking care of my self much longer then they have been in my life i dunno if that all men or all the ones in my life AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Current mood: sad

Sunday, November 6, 2005

1:13AM - the soap opera called walmart

my dept manger is unhappily married and him and his wife are splitting up he been dating the girl much youger than himself since august and recently things have been getting bad between them because she feels that he does not want to be with her because he is spending time with his kids and at the fire house and she has been saying for a while that there is something going on between me and him there not one it is against company policy and 2 he is the same age as my mother and that is wrong in to many ways well gtg

Current mood: annoyed

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

11:10PM - men of TLE

i have had two of my closet male friends work for walmarts TLE and both of them have been taken but they want
i hate the facts that they are charming and we flirt one of them showed up tonight at my house and we went out for a bite
and hooked up we have in the past but this time it went further i do not i am about to join a convent just to avoid all this married men wanting me bs why can i not find a single just like one of them and i wil be happy but no they are taken uhhh

Current mood: bitchy

Saturday, August 27, 2005

11:49PM - friends

why is that when you change the people around you do as welll tammy i have not know her as long as i know
some of the other but it her i always call when i have a problem or need advie i dunno maybe it just because she is older then the
rest and it easier to give up being the oldest to someone that you know will be there for you

Current mood: bored

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

12:19AM - music

I have been listing to the raido alot these days i have been thinking alot about kevin,rolan,jeff and there is no answers to be found in the music jeff i have not had feelings for in a long time roland he is just an asshole kevin is nice but he gone for 5 days at a time ahhh

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

7:56PM - him

i stood on the cliff looking out over the ocean my long blonde hair blowing in the wind. don't jump i heard his deep voice behind me i smile i am not going to i say
good because you are mine he comes up behind me and kiss my neck i press back against him your father would not approve of you sleeping with one of his african american gurds he states as he slowly runs his hands down the front of me. i do not care what he would approve of he does not care about me all he cares about is if he his getting any form someone i tunrn facing him looking in to his deep brown eyes he kisses me and passion starts building inside me. i slowly pull of his shirt and start kissing his chest he runs his figures through my hair. i go lower and unfasten his pants and take his in my mouth he moans with plasure he stops and lays me down in the grass he undress me slowly his figers cressing my ivory skin he kiss my neck i moan with pleasure he start sucking and kissing one breast then moves to another then he moves above me and slowly enters me i moan with pleaser as i wrap my legs around him taking him deeper inside of me each thrust takes him to the hilt my nails digs in to his shoulders as the passion start getting hotter i scream out with his final thrust cumming with him

Current mood: creative

Monday, July 18, 2005

9:10PM - boredem

i am so bored right now i am sitting thinking about alot of bs for one is my boyfriend i mean it like we do not get to see each other and he is fine with that i dunno i mean he says he loves me and he still wants to be with me i dunno it getting to the point where i am about to say it over and go back to away of life that is not fun by any means it where someone will always get hurt. in the end except for one the guy who knows

Current mood: cold

Friday, July 15, 2005

12:28AM - no strings

tomrrow i am going to call my friend at work and see if he wants to take a trip down memory and have some hot
hardcore no strings attached sex because that what i think i need right and he is one of the best i know in the bedroom
and out

Current mood: complacent

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

10:42PM - life

i am not moving right now because of some issues my romeo not MIA just things have happened that i cannot talk to him because of our past i dunno i just wish i know what i was doing right now. i do love rowland but right now he driving me crazy.

Current mood: crappy

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

12:10AM - life

well rowland is alive and well he said he went to the shore with his kids for there b-day
but right now what i need is advice from the one person that is not allowed anywhere near me
when did life get so hard i mean as i told rowland that he was a not want i needed right now
but i am glad that he came in to my life these are the days that i wish i could still call romeo

Current mood: sad

Monday, July 11, 2005

8:07AM - worried

as of this moring no one has seen or heard from my boyfriend in 44 hours i am worried sick and mad i have no clue where he is what is going on i am so scared i mean i just want him to be ok but if he is i want to know what the hell is going on i am so scaref right i mean my blood pressure is up and my pulse rate is up to and that is what scares me

Current mood: worried

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